sorry =(

i did something he hate most, again today..
we supposed to be happy, laugh from morning til the end of the day
my bad temper makes him and myself moody.. i always promised him to be more mature and i cant do tis in a short time
wat can i say is jz sorry =(

i afraid to c ur back while u r leaving..

embarrassed day

前几天(14日),发生了我人生第一大糗事! 不可否认, 4~5月这期间真的很衰, 还记得去年的这个时候, 我在neway washroom也发生了很不愉快的事 (门没锁好,被人家打开!!)

说说详情好了,还蛮想和朋友们分享的,尤其是女生.. (但我懂也没几个人会看我的blog拉,哈哈)

那天,我有个朋友介绍我一份工. 他们在7atenine搞了function, 我负责的东西很简单, 在来宾还没到之前, 我们需要提早到3个小时, 准备一些的东西, 站在registration counter招待来宾,usher他们进去.. 这听起来一点难度也没有贝?

但由于我当天是第一天period(羞), 肚子还蛮痛的, 加上我只吃了两片面包和一些些的饼干, 而且天气很热, 人潮也蛮多. 我根本就没有力气维持站着几个小时. 但我一直告诉自己,我死要撑下去! 不想别人在忙的时候, 我却显得很闲, 坐在在一旁休息.. 在那里站了几个小时, 我开始有点晕, 肚子也痛惨了, 所以就想到上个厕所, 至少里面有个马桶可以好让我歇个30秒! (哈) 正在等厕所的时候, 不懂怎么搞的, 空气顿时变得很稀薄, 搞得我更加晕眩, 视线变得很模糊(第一次体验!) 当时真的很不舒服..

点知... 上了厕所后, 我整个人的精神更加糟糕. 我真的看不清楚谁走在我前面, 看到的是一片模糊!!! 脚步很不稳, 我知道自己快不行了. 同时我又在心里和自己说, 无论多辛苦我都要走出这人潮!! 很突然地, '砰'了一声, 是我的头撞到了一个莫名的东西, 我也看不见是什么东西.. 当时连站着的力气一点也没有, 就这样.... 晕到了在地上... =(

是谁扶我出去, 谁递水给我, 我都看不清楚.. 这感觉真的太可怕了.. 真的非亲身体验, 你永远都不知道那感觉有多恐怖, 以我的写作水准是很难形容的! 哈

过后call 了mun yau来载我, 我一上车, 就再也无法控制我的情绪, 眼泪一直狂流. 因为当时的无助, 加上我觉得我连这样简单的job也做不好, 很自责 =(

很对不起那里的同事.. 同时也很谢谢那里的同事给了我个面包顶肚子 =)

经过了这次的事情, 我真的完完全全地领悟到体力的重要性. 所以朋友们, 在工作之前, 记得要吃饱饱哦. 别常常有以为自己是铁超人的念头 =)
between 超感谢他一直在我身边陪着我, 真的很感动 T__T

being tagged

my first time to play tis =O

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

neck, sounds ham sap.. hahaha

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

very rush! bcoz my bf waiting me outside my house but i haven get ready to go out

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my bf =^^=

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

spoiled? sometimes....

5. Will you ever donate blood?

tat would be a nice try but i scare to c blood

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

hmm no

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

yes!! haha

8. What does your last text message say?

'im not free today'

9. What are you thinking right now?

thinking whether my bf reach home ady? or on the way to home.. haha

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

i can be alone

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

3am something

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

MCKY (i remember it was at a discount price when i bought it) haha

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

my bf =O

14. Who was the last person who text you ?

someone new for me, a new friend

Ten lucky person to do tis text

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1. Mao

2. Dash

3. Adrian Wong

4.

(aiyooo hard to think lar, so i only write 3)

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i dunno... hahaha

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

a male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?

no.7 is nobody

18. What is no.1 studying about ?

business administraion

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

a long time ago

20.Is no.4 single ?
no.4 is nobody, a ghost

21. Say something about no.2 .
a funny guy! look fierce but like to act cute while taking photos? haha

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

no. 6 is nobody

23. Describe no.9

no.9 is a hantu

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?

They r ghosts. i can do nothing

25. Do you like 8 ?

no.8 is nobody

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recently i was quite emotional, can be laugh like hell in morning and cry at night on the same day.

so sorry to everyone who cares, concern about me..

i bring no joyful to u guys but oli sadness

i wanna be a ppl who when u think of me, only smiles will appear on ur face..

i really wish to be like tat

so before making others happy, i hav to be a girl who full of smilesssss,

haha of coz not the fake one.

and i hope tat the one tat i love will be happy always

his smile is cute =DDDD

i so scare to c his down face

no matter wat happened, jz remember i wouldnt leave u,

and theres no doubt tat i love u *very very much =)